The Siao One's Stuffings

Ramblings of the original Siao-ster ^-^

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I am God's work ... but I am still not completed yet ^-^

Friday, June 25, 2004

In school...again

Hey there!

Its now 1214hr and i am using the SRJC computer in the teachers' lounge! Hahaa...wondering why i am here? i am too! That Mr Ou asked me and Yilinn to come to school to help finish with the Green Audit...but he's not here~ Apparent;y he's in a bloody meeting and now we are stuck here using the computers....not that its a bad thing coz my p.c. is totally whacked and i can't seem to get the damn thing to work for me.

i actually have a blog already written on the computer at home to be posted but because of the home problem i won't be able to post it for a while...crap~ Anyway the jist of the blog was about the concept of my movie experiences and the characters and reasons why i cry at movies...

I never thought that applying for university would be so complicated, applying for a pte school is one thing, applying to study overseas is a whole new ball game~ Adelyn had to go through alot of stuff juz to get the form for accomadation. There were tons of forms to fill in and she had to get a referee to give her a reference. The person had to be someone who was not her relative or friend. Preferably a teacher, school principal or even parish prist! All that trouble for just accomadation!

Hi Adelyn here. I wrote the last few sentences for Sharon. Cos she's so busy.... talking to her boyfriend, that is...

And who the heck is my boyfriend?!?!?!?!

So much for all that...i finally got my year book back from Mr Azahar!!!! Muah hahahahha!!!!...okok.....pray that the computer at home works so i can post my other blog...

Cheers & Au Revoir & Ciao~

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Ah~

Mornings are not really my forte, i wake up with messed up hair, red eyes which sting and not to mention the stiff neck which can be a bugger. Walking out of the bedroom does nothing for my system which always seems to yell : GET BACK TO BED!!! U'RE MISSING OUT ON YR SLEEP AND POTENTIALLY WONDERFUL DREAMS!!!

Well, seeing as i have typed this all out i don think my system won today. As for the part about dreams, that is another thing in its exsistence. Have you ever had dreams which are so real they are like a whole different reality? In that realm , u have memories and even the ablity to read words. ( i read somewhere that your dreams are a product of the creative side of your brain and as a result you should not be able to read a thing in your dreams because it is the otehr side of teh brain which governs the dicipline of reading.) So why do i get those type of dreams?! i wake up from them feeling as though i have not slept a wink and have to deal with problems not wondering whether some of my memories are from the state of my being awake or when i am hugging my pillow. They say that sometimes truth is stanger than fiction, if so i don think that really applies to my dreams because i have had a multitute of stuff at night that could be the makings of huge block buster films.



Friday, June 11, 2004

Poetry : Ouch!

Going for an exam
I didn’t study for
Falling down the stairs
During a huge down pour

Stepping on a staple
Whilst walking the carpeted floor
Going face first
Smack! - Glass door.

Scoldings deserved
Why did I not heed the hot soup
Missed my television show
Its all the bus driver’s fault

Pain here and there
One after another
Reality is harsh
No one said other wise

My Grandpa just died.

One of the banes in my humanity

I am really getting fed-up with my pc!
I honestly think it belongs in a junkyard...its old and the toopid thing keeps hanging on me. Don't you just hate it when you've got important things to accomplish on the internet and the bloody server refuses to work?! Even after rebooting the damn thing twice and coming extremely close to inflicting bodily harm on the machine! Its a total pain in the arse~

Grrrrrr........

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Its been a hard day's night...

It totally sucks when you think you have the answers but in truth you have hardly any clue as to what is happening and why it is happening around you. Some how all that you know is that you are alive and things will turn out fine. Or will it?

I attended my first Festival of Praise last Saturday night at the Indoor Stadium. I was there with two of my cell members and had they not brought up the idea of going i would have blissfully continued with my track record of never attending any F.O.Ps. Its cool that there is an event where Christians in Singapore are given the oppotunity to come together to praise God. As to whether i will attend again next year, ask me when the time comes. :p

Seeing as i have not come online for a while,let me tell you about my last two days :) They have been very fulfilling thats why they are still kinda fresh in my mind.

I met up with Siya and Adeline on tuesday to watch HP³ aka Harry Potter...not bad i guess, but the highlight of the morning was bumping into JY at the station...very long never see him so its always nice to run into unexpected friends ^-^ i also got to go to the library to brouse before going to church for service and who did i meet? another friend from srjc! well actually she studied at anotehr jc but we were in the same class for the first three months...had a chat with her then made some plans to meet up again...

Now wednesday was even better.
Went to S.I.M. with my Dad to apply for a degree in Econs and Management.
Donated blood.
Met up with Adeline again to watch TROY!!!!!!
Rushed down to Geylang East to meet Winnie and go to church for service.
Totally smooth flowing day with lots of satisfaction in it :)
i got to spend time with my Dad and friends and even ran into my OBS friend at Tiong Bahru! She works at an ice cream parlor and me and Adeline got to have extra ice cream ^-^
As for today, i was totally K.O.ed spent about 3 hours in the afternoon trying to get back my energy... too much blood loss i think. I set a personal record, donated blood with in 4 minutes but the crap part was that the wound refused to close so i had to sit in the room for a long period of time juz waiting for the blood to stop flowing. i was in there so long my Dad thought that i had fainted inside and he came looking for me to find out what happened.

Troy second time round was clearer and i had a good time listening to the song sung by Josh Groban. Unfortunately the damn theatre was crowed with noisy parents and their kids plus some very irritating french boys. At least no cell phones went off and i din have to bite anybody's head off, though i did come close to doing so at the start of the movie when that blasted girl and her mother sitting behind us refused to shut the hack up...All in all : i I STILL LOVE TROY AND I STILL WANT THE VCD/DVD WHEN IT COMES OUT!!!!!!

Troy totally rocks! ^-^
Cheers!

Friday, June 04, 2004

Cry me a river...oh....cry me a river...oh...

Justine Timblerlake's got a good life, he's got cash and stuff that goes with it. Then again , he got punked...so i can't really be happy for him. i like his music but sometimes, i juz don have the time to go switch on the radio to listen to the new stuff on the music block.

Lately, life's gotten alot more complicated. Being the messed-up person that i am with no whim or fancy what so ever, i have been forced to decide what i want to do with my future. As much as i would love to go to NUS, they sent me a letter saying that my application has not been successful. There! i said it... i can't go to NUS.

Thankfullly i have other options i can turn to , but the one problematic thing is the concept of Money No Enough. If only i could strike lottery and become a multi-millionairess. Then i could take care of my family and my parents would not have to slog it out in the dog eat snake eat rabbit world. I could pay back my brother the cash i owe him, take care of my aunts and even get a maid for them to help with the house work...it would definately be nice, but who am i kidding?! i don't live in a perfect world and things just don't go the way i plan, they hardly ever do anyway.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

The fellowship of the Ring-tones

Evening~!

Ha! for the sake of writing i might as well write abit more... :p
since i am kinda obsessed with this at the moment i have been on and off the computer for the whole day, infact i have switched on the computer more times in one day than i have done so in a week ( do i hear a collective 'gasp'?) Anyway, me thinks me have to get a hold of meself...therefore i shall practise abnegation for blogging and see what becomes of this website while i am not around to write and check.

i think that should surfice as a huge enough hint that i would like a comment or two on the stuff i have written...then again, i can't have everything can i?

Did i ever mention that i love TROY, its a phase i know...heard that enough times...but this is the first time i even wrote a movie review to get the damn thing out of my head!!! I shall post the review on another date...juz to get it out of my system....i might feel different when i have seen teh movie a second time... * evil grinz*

Nighty night and Cheerz!
^-^

Poetry : Red Sky In The Evening

On the nineth day of the tenth month in the year of sadness 2001,
At 6.58pm.
The sky was different.
Not because the day's weather was hot,
But because of the clouds I saw
Blood red, orange-red, yellowy-orange-red,
Whatever it was, I felt as if
An angel in heaven had been murdered.
The sky's clouds soaked in the sun's rays
Like cotton-wool absorbing blood.
It was cool in my room.
Fan blowing and pen in hand.
Blood in sky at evening time.
No time to think.
Must leave soon.
Or else late for tuition.
Think less act more least blood flow away.
Hurt to come in rain tomorrow.
How true it is.
Bring it on I say!

The two towels

Good afternoon :)

i can officially say that i am in a good mood ^-^
i finally got the time thingys under control and i now have a tag board!!!! YEAH!!!!

Kudos to Adeline for her help and stuff~ i am sooooo looking forward to monday/ wednesday and not to mention tuesday :) YEAH BABY YEAH!!!

Well, thinking over the stuff i can do with this place, i have decided that i will post my poetry on this site. As it is i have never had a proper website so i guess this time is as good as any to get my creative juices into the public eye.^-^ The only question is when to post them. I would love comments, flames? i don like them but they are part of life yeah? One has to learn from the ups and downs...so the only thing i have to say to them is :BRING IT ON!

Cheerios!

The return of the Kween...

Now i am really confused....the toopid time on the bottom of my blogs is driving me to erm...an increased level of siaoness...
ARGH!!!! either i change the time on the bottom of my logins or i end up with my thoughs in opposite oder! so how?!?!!?
so i conform to the darn time that is set or stick to the modified time that i have been knocking my blogs into??????

HELP!!!!!

P.S. For those who do not understand the meaning of the word 'Siao" plese let me know... i kinda took the liberty of thinking that everyone knew...*Sans the flying slippers*

Once again~

Good morning all!

It seems that God is changing things here and there for me...whether they be for good or bad remains to be seen....anyway...

On this fine morning i am :
Less cranky
More awake ( i think that is debatable)
Not giving tuition

Muah hahahaha...no tuition for today! so shiok! ( for those of u out there that don know the meaning of the word...well....it means....erm...i feel good....) Now before u go thinking that i am a heartless teacher...please understand that teaching is no bed of roses and i take every opportunity to relax away from my students...don get my wrong, i think they are nice kids, but they have the uncanny ablilty of getting on my nerves...and i am a very patient person i'll have u know. *throws socks at sniggering idiots*

And another thing....i woke up this morning thinking about the time on my the page when i post my bloggys...i am still very confused about what time zone they belong to....someone wanna help me?

With all that said, i wish everyone a happy holiday ^-^

Cheers!

Zipidy-do-bloody-da

Zhao An!

I did warn about my crakiness, don say i din say arh~
Seeing that tomorrow is a holiday i think i should be happy...right?
Blah~ As if! i don get to have a proper holiday coz i got to wake up and give tuition...plus the shows on television totally suck! okok...(hides from tv exc.s) they are not THAT bad...but i really wish i had good reasons for hogging the tv from my aunts and mother...haha

hopefully i will get to go see Kor's house in the afternoon....depending on whether he's done with the painting...
Nuff for now~
Time to try and save electricity...heehee
Have a good time at the concert JY!!!!

Nighty night and Cheers with Milo! ^-^

Hrm.....Similar.....yet not....

Mushi-mushi!
It has come to my attention...however much i have of it at 0125(which is kinda bloody early)...that this bloggy-thingy and friendster.com have somethings in common...they both are high on creative stuff, and the usual 'i-want-to-know-more-about-u' things. (i might come up with more similarities if u ask...for now my brain's kinda mushy)

But the blogspoty-thingy is more personal i guess, i get more freedom to write stuff i wanna write...not be boxed up in some format where i have to place my ramblings in specific areas...so blogging gets my vote over friendster...for now...*evil grinz*

Now all i have to do is learn my way around this bloggy-bloody-messy-thingy...please pardon my language...the later it gets the more cranky i get...oh well~

Cheers all! ^-^

What was i thinking?!?!?!

Well!
This is my first entry...figures that it would be at night on the 2nd day of the 6th month of my very long holiday (aka chang jia)...kudos to The Great JY for helping me start this darn thing :)

i do wonder what the hack i will be putting down on this site....for what ever reason i might have at that point of time...hopefully not stuff that will ruin my hopes of becoming the Next Singaporean Idol i hope...then again ...what do i care?! ha! Maybe that will be a topic of one of my future ramblings....muah hahaha....

I could say that nothing and no-one is going to be safe from this site, but i guess i should have my limits...so what should they be i wonder...anyone out there in this fair world of the internet care to give some ideas?

Cheers!